The pit in her stomach starts at 6:45am
She buckles her daughter into the car seat. She drives to the facility. She signs the clipboard. She watches through the glass until her daughter stops looking back.
On the drive to work she tells herself it's fine. The reviews were good. The ratio is within state guidelines. The cameras are on 24 hours.
She checks the app at 9am. At 11am. At lunch. She is paying $2,200 a month to watch a livestream of her child in a room full of strangers, from a desk twelve miles away.
The camera is not care. It is the evidence that care is not present. She knows this. She has known it since drop-off.